.October 25, 2005 ' 22:29 Y
hey hey hey mortals. i'm back here again. how's everyone? (: i'm still having my headaches. since erm.. wednesday?? its killing me. nvm siti.. tahan.ok. so what did i do today? we had the post exam activities thingy! it was kinda boring. started the day with the kuantan presentation.. hai. how much i miss that place. but it holds LOADS of memories for me. both good and bad. nola. actually good. aiya! i dont know la! i just wanna go back to the beach there and screeeaaaaM~!!! my lungs out. and of course the fireflies AND stars AND telephones AND hotel. i can go on like this for hours.. ok. back to singapore siti!! den we had some kickboxing thing. and the lady is like so freakingly fit. toned muscles. SEXAY! haha after that we had some police talks. den we're off!! free from school. it was raining!!! and it sucks. but we walked in the rain though. so its like nothing. what am i trying to say?? nvm.. try to understand me. teehee. *grins* gloria, rox, colin and me slacked around at econ den after that we went to white sands to get stuff.. didnt want to go home that early but roxane wanted to. so, we headed home. got a lift by her mother. so i went home, showered and changed den i was out again. went back to school to meet sarah. she had training. the mosquitoes were drinking up my blood like nobody's business. maybe i'll get dengue fever. haha. after that the both of us headed off to plaza singapura!! got stuffs there too. we walked around and around and around after plaza sing, we went back to tampines mall to get more stuff.. den we meet my parents and sis for awhile den went to BK to have our dinner. after that we walked around tm again den we headed home.. and sarah was practically behaving very very very weird the whole day. god knows why. but ya. maybe she had too much sugar last night uh.. and now. i'm home. blogging and killing myself with panadols.. maybe i might die because of drug overdose. okok. enough nonsense. tomorrow i have training!!! selections again. and my head's ready to explode anytime soon. ok. i'll stop it here. goodbye mortals. rest in peace. (:
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
you used to captivate me
by your resonating lie
now i'm bound by the life you've left behind
your face, it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all of the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
i'd end my days with you in a hand full of bullets
but this time i mean it i'll let you know just how much you mean to me
but the happiest day of my life is the day that i die
and i miss you the most.//
i love you.i hate you.i heart you.i miss you.i found you.i lost you.</3
SITY KAY!